Liar, Liar

I had never thought about how difficult it is to write a book. It's as hard as school is! Luckily it's much more fun. I think I mentioned before how I sometimes think I might be a pathological liar. I think in reality it's my love for story-telling that tempts me to lie. I just love telling stories and having people believe them. For me, that's the greatest reward. Just having people read my stories would be enough. Of course, becoming a New York Times Best-selling author wouldn't be so bad either.

I ran into Spirit today. It was so good to talk to him. He's doing well and is seeing someone new. Can't remember her name though. Sable or something like that. It's nice to see him happy. He really deserves that. I also ran into Will. He hasn't talked to Sarah in about a month. He didn't seem too upset about it though which is good. That's the thing about Will; ever since his fiancee passed away a few years ago he doesn't let himself get involved enough to get hurt. Sometimes I think that maybe I should be like that. But I'm younger than Will and I want to feel that. The love that's so good that it hurts. I don't think I've found that yet.

I also ran in to Mike. Yes that Mike who left and went to his hometown. He's doing good and still turns me on like nobody's business. I haven't the faintest clue why that is. He just has some quality about him that turns me on so much. Just while we're talking about something completely normal, like the weather, he has the ability to make me so goddamn...ugh. You know what I mean. We didn't get the chance to do anything tonight but I'm fairly certain it won't be too long until we do.

Wow that's three posts today. Well I suppose it's now tomorrow. I guess in some way I'm trying to make up for lost time. It's so good to get things out again. I missed blogging.

Playlist: Hear You Me by Jimmy Eat World, It Ends Tonight by the All-American Rejects