Confused

I hung out with Kong tonight. We chatted and had fun just like old times. It was nice. I always knew we were good friends. And hanging out with him is fun. I can be silly with him and don't have to worry about looking stupid. I teased him about his weird goth clothes (which I secretly love) and actually got him to change out of them.

I asked him if he wanted to dance with me. So we went dancing. I don't know if this was a mistake or not. The thing is, having him so close, all I could think about is how much I wanted to kiss him. He asked me if I missed this, this being dancing and hanging out. I said yes. He said he missed it too. So I don't know where we stand.

Then he kissed me.

I want him back. But something tells me that even though he kissed me, he doesn't. I told him we have to make up our minds and decide what we're going to do. And he didn't reply. Maybe he just wants us to be fuck buddies. Maybe he doesn't want a relationship. Who knows? He never says anything. So I just said I should go and said bye. Part of me wanted him to stop me and tell me that he loves me and the other part just wanted to get away from him.

Playlist: She Will Be Loved by Maroon 5