Arrival of Todd

Last night was pretty strange. It was definitely interesting, but strange nonetheless. I hung out with Kong and got hit on by a lot of guys, as usual. He got pissed off so we went somewhere else. Even though we're not dating, he still gets mad when guys flirt with me. This was kind of cute when we were dating but it's just frustrating now.

He took me to this garden/park and we started talking. About sex. He said he wanted to have sex with me. And I really really wanted to as well. But I knew that I couldn't. I guess my first instinct was right: he just wants to be fuck buddies. And even though I have a lot of friends with benefits, he's not somebody I can do that with.

He started spinning some story about how much he misses me and how much I mean to him. Truthfully, whether he means it or not (and I suspect not), this is getting old. Whatever we were is over and I don't want to go back to that. And I'm still not sure where we stand now.

Thankfully I was spared some of his lines by the arrival of Todd. Palpably, Kong was kind of pissed when he started hitting on me, but seriously he should be used to it by now. Todd wanted to know if we were together and I said sort of. He seemed to sense what was going on somehow. Anyway I'm grateful to him for breaking up our "serious conversation."

I honestly wouldn't mind dating Todd. He seems like a cool guy and he's a lot of fun to hang out with. I couldn't exactly flirt with him in front of Kong but I wanted to. So hopefully he'll call me and maybe we can hang out or something. I'm looking forward to that.

Playlist: Glad by Tyler Hilton, It's Only Life by Kate Voegele